#i promise i'm still alive sorry for inactivity lol
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Lord help me, I've done it again and made y'all wait ages for a massive Anon post. I promise I'm still alive (just exhausted)!
I'm also hoping to finish the next Chapter of TB&TB today... hopefully.
1. I'm so happy to hear that! I personally have a hard time connecting to fanfic if I feel a disconnect between the canon character and their depiction. Not that there is anything wrong with OOC characters (I also write them regularly), but I am honored to hear that your interpretation of them is the same as mine!
I wish I could write more for the other characters, but I have enough on my plate with Spencer, and I don't think I could self-motivate to write more 😅
2. Haha, they are reader inserts but I do not insert myself as a reader! I actually relate most to Spencer, especially as depicted in The Birds & The Bees. But I am also partial to the Reader in Funny Thing Fate. No surprise, I relate most to the Autistic characters I write, lol!
3. [Dark Side] [NSFW] Hahah, I'm glad you enjoyed it! I'm mostly just not interested in writing a lot of things CNC-adjacent. I used to do it back when I first started, but I ultimately decided I'd rather write lighter stuff. Although, I do have a somno fic in my WIPs, so maybe I'm just full of shit.
4. I was going to put this in my Rejected Requests, but I actually just switched my old Lesley Smith-Juniment fic into a Spencer fic for you! You can read Melancholia here!
5. Around 15.8k. I'd reckon at least 10k of them are completely inactive at this point!
I know some people feel uncomfortable voicing this kind of information. I personally don't care because I don't view it as an indicator of worth or anything, it's literally just how many people I compelled to press a button once. No biggie, lol!
6. It was very tempting to put “depression” as my answer. But on a serious note, I’ve been out of school for a while now! I’m an attorney 😊 I also have a STEM degree.
7. [Melancholia] I'm so glad that I was able to catch you at the right time, but I am sorry you had to be there at all. This is one of the few pieces that regularly makes me cry when I read it, so I understand what you mean by a good cry. I hope it provided the reset and cleansing you needed and now you can take that next step towards forgiving yourself for whatever it is that's keeping you back.
We are all human, and we all have our moments. You've got this 😊
8. [Melancholia] That line hurts me every time I read it. Because it's so true, no matter who you are, we are our own worst critics. I was just watching Queer Eye the other day and I started bawling when Tan said, "I just want you to be kinder to yourself when you look in the mirror."
I'm literally writing an entire original novel on the concept of not being able to recognize yourself in the mirror, so safe to say I'm familiar with that feeling!
And I'm sorry that you are going through something. I hope it passes quickly and you receive the relief and comfort you deserve. Baby steps, friend. That's how everything is built and every masterpiece is created - one step at a time.
9. I believe you are looking for Tutor Me by @reidslibrarybook!
10. [Easy Access] [NSFW] Thank you so much, friend! Honestly, I was worried I wouldn't be able to write enough to make it worth it, but once I started, I couldn't stop, lol. Shy Spencer is a cutie, for sure.
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okay sorry for the shitload of inactivity and i still haven't updated I'll keep you safem I'll probably update it tonight so look out for that. the next update should arrive around 12.03. then :)
i am a little behind schedule and haven't been able to write much the past few days. but i soon have a week off from work (*looks at calender* 👀 which is next week yayyy) which means I'll hopefully be able to write a lot moreeee
i am in the middle of the third arc already, chapter 31 is still in the making. :) I'm progressing slowly but surely.
also good news, i already have something else in the making. an idea struck my mind while i was showering (don't judge me this is the time of day my brain works the best)
it's written from Kaeya's pov and features an idea i got while doing the enkanomiya quest. i already have the storyline planned out and you know, started writing the first three pages bc i don't have any self control lol
the tiitle isn't set yet but i think it'll be along the lines of "you're only alive because i made a promise" (wayyy too long so i still haven't decided on that yet.)
anyway, i should be back on track soon. life has been stressful to the point of me shutting down completely and I'm trying to cope with things that comfort me (i fell into the hellhole of cosplaying i mean tf).
on a sidenote, i passed the first half of my exams!! yayyy some good news i guess
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